Back from the hiatus

Amazing how fast time flies when you're not paying attention. It only seemed like yesterday when I was crazy about blogging and sharing my thought with the world.

Well, yes, a new girl friend might have that effect.

But apart from that, when I looked at my old posts, I don't feel like I've changed that much. I still love Mahler and Mac. I'm just as cynical, if not more. Even the my favorite links haven't changed. So what has changed?

What no longer exists, is my desired to be noticed, to be listened to, to be cared about. It didn't vanish, but it was quenched. For which I'm deeply grateful to my girl friend, Christina, who helped me see love again.

What is anew, is my desire to consolidate my thoughts. For one day I might look back, and discover how much I have grown, and how little I have improved.

Thus, for whoever is reading, this blog is back.